Whats messed me up most is growing up being told I wont have friends and then growing up and actually not having friends.

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dangergays:

My boyfriend broke up with me and my 80 year old, 5 foot tall, Indian grandmother told me that “there are lots of men…”

I thought she was then going to say “…in the sea” but she said “…they’re like flies” and made a disgusted face.

She hates flies.

I like the sound of your grandmother.

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janemba:

*gets distracted psychoanalyzing myself*

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awkwardvagina:

have you ever just cried because you’re you

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Aggression

I got bullied when I was younger, moved to aother school with more aggressive kids.. Those aggressive kids taught me its okay to be aggressive and stand up for yourself. But without realizing it I started being aggressive to everyone around me.. Ive been working on being more relaxed and going with the flow but nothing seems to stick for more than a few months. I can say that im very proud of myself for how far I have come.. I used to be so mean and spiteful and wouldn’t care.. I now am haunted with the memories and feel guilty all the time.. I need to let go of my guilt. I know that will help immensely.

anyonewitheyescanseeit:

mood

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terriblecacti:

Why is it on Tumblr Mobile™ you can close the app and open it 3 days later and still be on the same spot of your dash, but then other times you switch out of the app to respond to a text, and when you immediately come back, it’s gone, your family is gone, your house is gone, your dignity is gone.

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alyxpanics:

86champagnepuppies:

laterinthecaveoflesbians:

86champagnepuppies:

chimnney:

86champagnepuppies:

algernoncadwallader2:

86champagnepuppies:

business majors will do coke off your ass on saturday night and then pretend they don’t know you in your econ lecture on monday morning

fuck with a psych major then

psych majors will do lsd with you and tell you that they’ve never felt as connected to anyone as they do to you in that moment and then as soon as their trip ends they will spend the rest of your relationship disappointed because they know they’ll never feel as strongly about you sober as they did while on acid and when you take notice of that and comment that they seem to be growing distant they will psychoanalyze you and claim that you just think that because you have abandonment issues stemming from early childhood trauma

fuck with an art major then

art majors will nut on your back and hand you their paint rag to wipe it off with and then when you don’t return their calls the next day they’ll make a painting entitled Succubus. 2015 (oil and tears on canvas, 36" x 48")

Fuck with a film major

film majors will invite you over to “watch a movie and chill” and you’ll assume he means watch the first five minutes of something on netflix before getting distracted and banging but no. he has a french new wave film set up for the two of you to actually watch and you don’t understand french but he refuses to put on subtitles because he feels it undermines the artistic integrity of the work. when the movie is over he’ll undress you but not to have sex, just to “admire” your body. also he inexplicably smells like cigarettes even though he doesn’t smoke

i am so sorry for your unfortunate mishaps with multiple major fields

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chantosakura:

me: *walking in the house alone at night*  *sees a shadowed pile of objects out of the corner of my eye*

my shit anxious brain: 

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